30 Years of Life
“Acquaint now thyself with him, and be at peace: thereby good shall come unto thee.”
Have you ever wanted to love yourself in every way inside and out no matter what?
Turning 30 has been an adventure. So many things in my life came to an end and in the moments that they slipped away from me I remember feeling extreme anxiety. Some things I tried to hold on to while Jesus was ripping it from me and in that moment it began to hurt and I began to bleed spiritually, I heard Jesus in His still small voice say “I am behind all of this.” My heart stopped racing instantly. I let go. I trusted him and peace came upon me.
God has blessed me so much over this year and I am thankful for the hard times because without them I would not be who I am. And regardless of how other people feel about me - I LOVE ME! I love me in every way. I embrace my flaws and the things I want to change about myself, for myself, I work on it day after day. No one is perfect and no one will ever be perfect. But we can be obedient to the word of God, we can trust our perfect Jesus every step of the way. I will always be thankful for the day that I began to know who He is. From that day on He has become the most important thing in my life. I fall short as we probably all do but I talk to Him and He still loves me.
If you’re unhappy with yourself ask Jesus to show you how He sees you. He loves you. He custom-made you, all of your greatness and all of your weakness was designed by our creator and He doesn’t make mistakes. Embrace the bad things of life because they are to be expected. Just remember they develop you into who Jesus called you to be. Who He called you to be is not too far away from where you are right now. It starts with a simple and important decision to follow Jesus Christ. He’s waiting on you.
